Holy Mother!

As much as I have been hoping I really wasn't expecting this to happen so quickly...


Yep. I am officially knocked up!!! I have been feeling so many emotions since we found out. What surprises me the most is that I mostly feel content and peaceful. It feels like everything just fell into place and this is the right thing to be happening at the right time. I admit that was a little disappointed when our doctor told me I might have limited time left if I wanted a biological child and we decided to put our adoption plans on hold to try to conceive. There will always be a part of me that would have liked to adopt first - that is the way my parents did it. I also never thought that I would get pregnant on the 1st try and was worried that it would be a really long time before I was a mom. I guess I can throw that worry out the window now. I'm due the 1st of March and as excited as I am to meet my baby I think I am going to like this whole pregnancy thing. Don't get me wrong - these 1st few weeks haven't been a walk in the park by any means. I just want to enjoy the whole process (even the painful parts) because it is such a miracle and I feel so lucky that I get to experience it all - good and bad. I think the end result will be worth it. :)